Every experience starts with a ‘thought’, that may be
triggered by what we perceive through our five sense organs or by delving into
past memory or by exercising our future
imagination/anticipation. This thought may draw our attention to itself. Our
attention is like a flashlight – it illumines whatever it is directed to. When
we allow our attention to feed this thought, it grows into certain emotion that
produces corresponding experiences.
Clearly, any thought from the past memory or future
anticipation cannot lead to ‘real’ experience, because past is ‘dead’ and the future
is not yet ‘born’. Such an experience is simply made-up by the mind. If we stop
the mind from indiscriminately drifting into past memory or future
anticipation, we will stop having such experiences. This doesn’t mean we don’t
use the power of our memory and imagination. It simply means that we need not
live what is already dead or not yet born through indiscriminate thinking which produces experiences of happiness, sadness, anxiety, fear, etc. We
must use our memory and imagination as tools to solve a problem at hand or develop a future strategy/plan.
This leaves us with the ‘present’. The problem with the
present is that it cannot be captured. It is so fleeting that by the time you
catch it, it is gone. We see something and claim that I am seeing it ‘now’. In
reality, the process of light reflecting from an object, entering eyes, and
creating a mental picture of the object causes a certain delay, however small
it may be. That means, we can never claim that I am seeing it ‘now’. The same
thing goes for all the other sensory organs through which we ‘perceive’ the
present.
Our perception, therefore, is never in the present and never
accurate representation of what is ‘out’ there due to the inherent limitations
of our sense organs and the medium in which they operate. Any thought arising
out of this perception is further conditioned by our many beliefs, biases, and
memories. Further, we must pay sufficient attention to this thought to create
an experience. Therefore, it is clear that this experience is also a creation
of the mind, and not a reflection of the ‘truth’. This also explains why
different people react differently to the same situation.
So, what happens in the present and how do we deal with it?
Is there a possibility of ‘real’ experience, not born out of mind?
This is a matter of subjective enquiry.
Even though mental perception is never a reflection of the
present moment, we cannot deny our own presence in the present moment. Finding
our own presence in the present moment is, perhaps, the only ‘real’ experience.
And, if we are able to have this experience moment to moment, then this moment
turns into eternity – beyond time, space, and causation. We realize our true
self and live in eternity.
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